michelle lilly
Active Member
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- 42
- Type of diabetes
- Type 1
- Treatment type
- Pump
- Dislikes
- religion, politics, DIABETES....
i have the medtronic mini med and i have just got the medronic contour next link, which sends my gugclose reading direct to my pump, which is great technology but to be honest nothing is helping enough, don't want to sound like a cry baby or self pity but am so so down at the mo feel like i battle everyday but am losing the war; am in so much pain cant think straight; so so very tired cant eat properly if i eat to much i bloat so bad and feel ill for hours; tried to speak to the diabetes nurse yesterday about how i feel and how scared i am at the min, because am having so many hpyo,s in my sleep and hav nt much awareness i dont have a partner and cant expect my girls to sleep with me; although they do sometimes they are my life; also having very high levels with ketone's, i am having 6 teeth out next week because of the abscesses just so down am sorry the nurse just looked at me like i had to heads and said come back in sept, i hav nt seen a doctor for 10 months they have given up on me because they don't know why am so ill and brittle, thank god i have my children other wise i would give up too; i have changed so much used to be so much more fun and postive