Choc cake and 60 units

[janewatt]

Hello Jack,
Not going to argue with you here as not helpful to Martin .
(no ban issued to janewatt ) removed unnecessary comments - anna29 mod edit

But psychotic symptoms can be fleeting and not too alarming. Being psychotic does not mean "away with fairies".

Best wishes,
Jane.

 

[jack412]

Hello Jack,
Not going to argue with you here as not helpful to Martin (and I might get completely banned!).

But psychotic symptoms can be fleeting and not too alarming. Being psychotic does not mean "away with fairies".

Best wishes,
Jane.

for simplicity, I deleted my original comment.

 

[jack412]

Where i am forever grateful for all the kind words and helpful advise.

Is it wrong for me to not want to feel better? I dont want to be cheerful and laughing and joking.

I just dont know wot to do anymore im in a dark pit and the floor is going down deeper as time goes on. Not down just dont know where to turn.

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see how your appointment goes today, it may take a bit of time for you to feel better.

 

[Lorraine deer]

Time is a great healer, just try and take each day as it comes . Try to be strong every life is worth fighting for.
Light will cut through even the darkest places. Thinking of you .
(( hugs))

 

[donnellysdogs]

Where i am forever grateful for all the kind words and helpful advise.

Is it wrong for me to not want to feel better? I dont want to be cheerful and laughing and joking.

I just dont know wot to do anymore im in a dark pit and the floor is going down deeper as time goes on. Not down just dont know where to turn.

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It's not wrong for not wanting to feel better. However, behind those thoughts will be reasons why you don't want to be cheerful and laughing.

It may be that your present circumstances are a bummer or previous ones or a combination of both. However, whatever the circumstances / reasons are, we will not pry. You are not alone in your feelings. We are glad that you have started to talk to us and you have friends and support here.

We're not specialists in anything but 'life experiences'.... You know that dark pit and floor you have referred to? Well just see us as a very thick cushioning/trampoline to that floor... And we're here to comfort before you jump on to that trampoline and head back toward that light at the end of that tunnel.

You're not alone...

 

[daddys1]

Hi @martin80 ,

Just to say, from what you describe, it does sound pretty dark place, but the mere fact you can describe it means you have your reasoning still intact.

If your offered it, that's treatment at a center, then go for it, you will find even the first day there that there will be an enormous load lifted from you.

Please tell us how you get on.

Neil

 

[Robinredbreast]

Hello Martin, it's the 1st February today and a new month, how are you doing today ?

I wish you

When you're lonely
I wish you Love

When you're sad
I wish you Joy

When you're discouraged
I wish you Hope

When your spirit is low
I wish you Beauty

When you're troubled
I wish you Peace

With my best wishes RRB

 

[martin80]

Just woke up. Really annoyed missed my app. But this is wot happens.

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[daddys1]

Just woke up. Really annoyed missed my app. But this is wot happens.

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Hi Martin,

I think I would have gone there regardless and apologized for the lateness and tried to remake it........Don't put it off

Neil

 

[Robinredbreast]

Just woke up. Really annoyed missed my app. But this is wot happens.

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As daddy1 says, go anyway, it would be better for you and the association involved if you can at least try, give yourself a little push start , deep breaths now, count to ten ............

RRB

 

[martin80]

Im here

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[Robinredbreast]

Im here

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Do you want to talk Martin, you can can talk about anything you want to.
Btw, any updates on the appointment ?

All the best RRB

 

[Pollylocks]

Martin, its good that you're here. I think you want to be in touch with us, talking about the cake was just your tipping point..?

There are so many of us in here and you must have seen by all the replies that you're not alone and that people do care.

 

[Lorraine deer]

Like a family there's always someone here for you x

 

[Robinredbreast]

Like a family there's always someone here for you x

So true @martin80 , wonderfully put Lorraine D

 

[anna29]

Where i am forever grateful for all the kind words and helpful advise.

Is it wrong for me to not want to feel better? I dont want to be cheerful and laughing and joking.

I just dont know wot to do anymore im in a dark pit and the floor is going down deeper as time goes on. Not down just dont know where to turn.

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@martin80 Sounds to me like you feel stuck in a place you cant get out off .

Feeling no better and cant feel joy or happiness much ?
Hence not wanting to be cheerful/laughing/joking as you mentioned .
This accurate as to how things seem and feel to you currently ?

What would you like or wish for in terms of any improvement(s)
Hope you know and feel - we are here and will chat/support you .
Even just this - can help a lot .
Someone will always have time for a chat and offer support towards you .

 

[martin80]

That is excatly how i feel. I dont know what i want improve. First session and told them everything including voices. My moods and fact might do it again. I didnt want to be admitted but......


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[anna29]

That is excatly how i feel. I dont know what i want improve. First session and told them everything including voices. My moods and fact might do it again. I didnt want to be admitted but......


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All this is a familiar feeling to you probably and you don't know how to move on
or away from it all .
This will need professional help and steerage Martin .
Via the hospital or psychology (mental health) team .
Have you ever been admitted in before ?
What do you refer to with your moods and might do 'it again' ?

We will chat with you and support you especially with how you feel
and cope with your diabetes .
Can you tell us more about your diabetes ?
Then we can understand/know more of your struggles .

 

[Robinredbreast]

That is excatly how i feel. I dont know what i want improve. First session and told them everything including voices. My moods and fact might do it again. I didnt want to be admitted but......


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@martin80 try not to see it as 'being admitted' but as some much needed help, support and guidance, a more positive way of your thought process, if you can?

RRB

 

[daddys1]

That is excatly how i feel. I dont know what i want improve. First session and told them everything including voices. My moods and fact might do it again. I didnt want to be admitted but......


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Hi Martin, From reading this am I to understand that you have seen someone today and have started having some treatment. If that is the case things will start to improve.

Please keep in touch Martin, I have been there its very frightening, as I said before, and it will get better.

Neil