I think we all get fed up with it from time to time. Sometimes we get really really fed up with it and that's called Diabetes Burnout. Your hospital clinic will be well aware that sometimes the biggest challenge we face is to keep our spirits up. Which is not possible to do 365 days a year, year in year out. They will have someone you can talk to about it. Let them know you are finding all really hard. As soon as you get an appointment that is. Clinics and nurses do get really busy. They will call you back as soon as they can. If you are really feeling bad, let them know that too.