Hello everybody,
I am a hypochondriac. As far as I can tell, I am not reactive hypoglycemic, but I am terrified of the possibility of maybe having it.
This all started about a year ago when I would feel a sensation in my head - a kind of cloudiness - after breakfast. I don't know how or why but that sent me into having panic attacks fearing that I wasn't experiencing low blood sugar. My breakfast every morning was almost always two eggs and a slice of toast (bread was on the thin side) with butter.
This went on for months and then I decided to get a glucometer. Against all of my (irrational) odds, it showed no signs of hypoglycemica.
I went on using the monitor for a long time. It started with me using only maybe 3 or 4 test strips a day to about 50 or so a day after having one reading at 64. (I was at the grocery store and tested in the restroom at 73 or so and had half of a granola bar just in case because I was scared of having a low. My stomach started feeling upset so I went to the car and tested again - 64. Tested about a minute later - 74 or so. I'm still unsure if that 64 was a fluke because I had just washed my hands and it wasn't a small sample size.)
Anyways. I rarely use test strips now and am now on a low dose antidepressant for a diagnosed panic disorder. I also show OCD tendencies with my low blood sugar fears.
I can eat dinner and then go for five or six hours without eating anything then go to bed feeling fine without having a snack. I might get an upset stomach from being hungry but the lowest I've tested during an upset stomach (other than the 64) has been in the low to mid 70s. Is this proof of hypoglycemia or simply just hunger pains?
Basically I just want to ask because for some reason it would just help to know: How are your sleeping patterns?
I tend to sleep through the night, usually have dreams but never nightmares. Sometimes bad dreams. It is rare that I wake up in the night. As far as I know, if I really were reactive hypoglycemic, I would be waking up during the night or having insomnia, nightmares, night sweats, etc.
Is this true?
Thank you all so much for your time reading this. It is so very appreciated.
I should also include that I can have ice cream, cereal, pasta, etc. without going low as most textbook RHers do. While my fear still inhabits me I just can't figure out if I have it or not. Almost all signs point to no, but my hypochondria keeps yelling yes.
I am a hypochondriac. As far as I can tell, I am not reactive hypoglycemic, but I am terrified of the possibility of maybe having it.
This all started about a year ago when I would feel a sensation in my head - a kind of cloudiness - after breakfast. I don't know how or why but that sent me into having panic attacks fearing that I wasn't experiencing low blood sugar. My breakfast every morning was almost always two eggs and a slice of toast (bread was on the thin side) with butter.
This went on for months and then I decided to get a glucometer. Against all of my (irrational) odds, it showed no signs of hypoglycemica.
I went on using the monitor for a long time. It started with me using only maybe 3 or 4 test strips a day to about 50 or so a day after having one reading at 64. (I was at the grocery store and tested in the restroom at 73 or so and had half of a granola bar just in case because I was scared of having a low. My stomach started feeling upset so I went to the car and tested again - 64. Tested about a minute later - 74 or so. I'm still unsure if that 64 was a fluke because I had just washed my hands and it wasn't a small sample size.)
Anyways. I rarely use test strips now and am now on a low dose antidepressant for a diagnosed panic disorder. I also show OCD tendencies with my low blood sugar fears.
I can eat dinner and then go for five or six hours without eating anything then go to bed feeling fine without having a snack. I might get an upset stomach from being hungry but the lowest I've tested during an upset stomach (other than the 64) has been in the low to mid 70s. Is this proof of hypoglycemia or simply just hunger pains?
Basically I just want to ask because for some reason it would just help to know: How are your sleeping patterns?
I tend to sleep through the night, usually have dreams but never nightmares. Sometimes bad dreams. It is rare that I wake up in the night. As far as I know, if I really were reactive hypoglycemic, I would be waking up during the night or having insomnia, nightmares, night sweats, etc.
Is this true?
Thank you all so much for your time reading this. It is so very appreciated.
I should also include that I can have ice cream, cereal, pasta, etc. without going low as most textbook RHers do. While my fear still inhabits me I just can't figure out if I have it or not. Almost all signs point to no, but my hypochondria keeps yelling yes.