Hi
I have severe clinical depression and I am Type 2, diagnosed September 2014. I am taking:
Metformin 500mg 5 daily
Mirtazapine 30mg tablets 1 at night
Venlafaxine 75mg modified-release 5 at night
My Doctor was wonderful, but he left the practice in July (without telling me, which devastated me and sent me on a downward spiral). I saw the diabetes nurse in January, and my HBA1C had risen from 52 to 62 in 12 months and my cholesterol is 8.2, my weight has escalated, and my BMI is 35. I was told that on no account should I test my blood sugars as it isn't required if you are T2! No one has really helped me manage my diabetes and the relationship that depression and diabetes have on one another.
My depression is controlling my life, and although I put on a mask for work, so people don't suspect, when it comes to evenings and weekends, I close the door on the world and do nothing. I don't get dressed at the weekend, Housework is suffering, the dog is suffering as I can't face going out and taking her for a walk. My girls are all grown and living their own lives and I just exist. What for, I have no idea. No purpose in life as I can see. I eat, work, sleep (not all night). I was referred to mental health and saw a lovely woman for a few weeks for assessment. She said I needed group therapy for lack of self esteem. I told her I didn't want to be part of a group and putting me in a room full of strangers would not help me one bit. I am still waiting to see a psychiatrist (been 17 months now).
My point is, my depression came first, and now it is impacted by my diabetes, which in turn is impacted by my depression. Catch 22, and no way out.
Apologies for boring you all.