Hi Nat,
Just read your post, and i just had too say something, I myself have diabetes for 26 years now, and like you had a very high hba1c (11.5%). That was just over a month ago, because since then i've been on the pump
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WOW!!!! What a device!!, it has changed my life completely. I was very nerves just like you, but i knew i had to do something, as i had complication kicking in very fast. At the time my NHS didnt fund the pump, but nothing was working for me, so i had no choice but to go private. When i went on it at first you always know that its there, even in the private moments :wink: if you know what i mean. But trust me it doesnt take long to take it off, i timed it once, it took 3 seconds :lol: . Anyway part from that, its the freedom it gives you, with when, where and what food you eat. your not restricted anymore, and exercise, well b4 i went on the pump i was in constant pain cos of nerve damage, and now my sugar levels are near perfect, (for the record its at 6.5%) within a month my problem have near enough disappeared. i'm jogging, started a gym, and feeling like a reborn teenager. If there is one draw back with the pump, that is you really have to be comitted, in carb counting, finger glucose testing, and a healthy life style. But is that a draw back in reality, or is makong you more aware how well your looking after your diabetes :mrgreen: .
Overall it doesnt get in the way, you forget that its there, makes your diabetes near perfect, makes you heathly, and make you feel really GOOD!!!!.
GO FOR IT!!
Rav