- Messages
- 117
- Type of diabetes
- Type 1
- Dislikes
- people with no sense of humor and take life to serious
since last november wen a very good freind of mine passed away have somewhat lost the plot got of tablets and got an hsblc of 6.3 have just completely lost it feel very stupid and am kickin myself last couple of wk have started to snap out of it and have started checkin bs again am very dissapointed with myself they are avg around 11 8.9 have today took a big step and rang my docs explained wat s gone on and they were very understanding and have made an apoiuntment for another blood test thurs morn will take it from there dont hold much hope and will most prob end up bck on tablets but am more determined again now and maybe bein bck on tabs would help as at least in the bck of your mind theres always that voice saying no i dont want to winge but i just feel totally gutted this really is or i think im just starting to realise an ilness thats not goin to go away