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- Type of diabetes
- Type 2
Hello everyone, I only been officially diagnosed for 1 year now...probably less than a year...
But back in 2012 is when I was first informed something was off with my blood sugar levels.
I just kept blowing off the information thinking that I was fine even though everything told me something else.
Unbeknownst to me at the same exact time I’m dealing with and out of control hypothyroidism.
So we could not figure out if it was the diabetes or the thyroid .
for a little while because neither were properly treated & I would not get them officially diagnosed out of fear.
Long story short until about a year or so ago I suffered greatly. I was sleeping 16 hours a day, just so exhausted so thirsty all the time peeing all the time gaining weight and losing weight anxiety heart palpitations excessive sweating. I swear I thought I was dying for quite a long time.
Stubbornness and fear and shame kept me from getting officially diagnosed.
Because having type two diabetes means that I am overweight, I do have an eating problem – emotional over eating, and I’ve been ignoring it for a hell of a long time
So it’s a constant struggle. I do the fingerprint thing multiple times a day, take my pills, I’m a vegetarian but not a very strict one – meaning I eat a lot of vegan/vegetarian/regular junk food.
Lately I noticed that a few hours after I eat my blood sugar drops down to as low as 50!
The other day I was so so sick I did not know what was happening to me. I took my blood sugar and it was 50!
I just soaked in sweat. I thought I was having a heart attack .I really did. My heart is pounding. Sweat pouring off of me. I could barely talk or think.
So in my mind I just ate a normal meal. Seriously, no junk food or sweets or sugary stuff . just normal food. why would this happen?
Now I look back on the past year this happens a lot to me
So anyways you guys have already read my book LOL
just wanted to introduce myself and make you do some “light reading“
Hope you all are doing well and see you all soon
But back in 2012 is when I was first informed something was off with my blood sugar levels.
I just kept blowing off the information thinking that I was fine even though everything told me something else.
Unbeknownst to me at the same exact time I’m dealing with and out of control hypothyroidism.
So we could not figure out if it was the diabetes or the thyroid .
for a little while because neither were properly treated & I would not get them officially diagnosed out of fear.
Long story short until about a year or so ago I suffered greatly. I was sleeping 16 hours a day, just so exhausted so thirsty all the time peeing all the time gaining weight and losing weight anxiety heart palpitations excessive sweating. I swear I thought I was dying for quite a long time.
Stubbornness and fear and shame kept me from getting officially diagnosed.
Because having type two diabetes means that I am overweight, I do have an eating problem – emotional over eating, and I’ve been ignoring it for a hell of a long time
So it’s a constant struggle. I do the fingerprint thing multiple times a day, take my pills, I’m a vegetarian but not a very strict one – meaning I eat a lot of vegan/vegetarian/regular junk food.
Lately I noticed that a few hours after I eat my blood sugar drops down to as low as 50!
The other day I was so so sick I did not know what was happening to me. I took my blood sugar and it was 50!
I just soaked in sweat. I thought I was having a heart attack .I really did. My heart is pounding. Sweat pouring off of me. I could barely talk or think.
So in my mind I just ate a normal meal. Seriously, no junk food or sweets or sugary stuff . just normal food. why would this happen?
Now I look back on the past year this happens a lot to me
So anyways you guys have already read my book LOL
just wanted to introduce myself and make you do some “light reading“
Hope you all are doing well and see you all soon