Dear Ellen,
I am so dreadfully sorry for your loss, only someone who has lost a loved one will know how you are feeling right now. I lost my son 7 years ago he was just 6 years and 6 months old and it feels like it was just yesterday. The broken heart will never heal but time will help to enable you to bear life without your dear husband. I never ever thought I would laugh again, but in time I did and you will too, you will find comfort in your little boy and your girls too. I know when the good memories kick in you will find the ability to do things you never believed you would again, laugh, love, have happy times and live life for your children again.
Be kind to yourself and feel glad that you did all you could do to help your husband, don't ever feel like beating yourself up about his passing because you did all you could do and more for him.
I thank you so much for sharing your loss with us all here , I have just found out I am diabetic , I don't even know what type I am, the doctor at the hospital didn't say and I was too shocked to ask.
I was told to go see my GP and she would tell me what I needed to know. So I have been waiting since Friday morning and I get to see the GP tomorrow , I have been really worried over the weekend and my poor family have been at the end of my angry outbursts all weekend. I guess when I know what I am up against it will be better all round but for now I have to wait until I find out what type I am and what I can and cannot eat and drink .
Take care Ellen and if you ever feel the need of a shoulder I am here for you.
(((((Hugs)))))
Denise