Completely agree with everything that's been said - there are lots of horror stories out there and doing too much digging and reading will make you feel more anxious and even worse than you already do. Most people do well with laser & other treatments, but those aren't the stories you read and certainly not the ones you remember!
Trust your team - don't be afraid to push them for more information, but they really are the experts. Treatment of eye disease nowadays is highly effective - obviously there are no guarantees, but hang in there. After laser eye disease can takes months to settle down, and it may get worse before it gets better, but there will be plenty that can be done.
I had something not dissimilar at the beginning of this year - developed aggressive eye disease seemingly out of nowhere and needed a lot of laser (type 1 for 25 years). I was terrified I was going blind, I'd just gotten engaged and was convinced I'd have to give up my job and my fiance would leave me. After a few laser treatments things have stabilised and now beginning to regress, vision is still fine, and life has gone on as normal.
I completely understand how you feel, it's absolutely hideous! But please be reassured by the positive stories out there. You're not alone and we're all rooting for you.
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