Hi
@JoJoS. Hang in there buddy.
Everything that
@Juicyj said!
Plus...
Diabetes has a nasty habit of making us feel rubbish at times. Unfortunately it's part and parcel of living with a life-long condition.
What's helped me in the past is talking about how I feel (woohoo, you've already started that bit!) which really helps validate your feelings and can help alleviate the burden. I also find that the more effort I put into managing my diabetes the better I feel. I don't know whether this is due to lower blood sugars making me feel better, or just the positive mental attitude that comes with it.
Something that really helped me get my blood sugars under control last time round was the Freestyle Libre. Yeah, it's almost impossible to get on prescription and costs a bomb to have it privately but it's brilliant for seeing what your bloods are doing during the day and the fact that it's so easy and pain-free means that it can really encourage you to test more frequently.
Keep writing and we'll help where we can.
J