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Hey everyone.
I know i've posted alot lately and your probably thinking oh no not him again. I do apologise.
Being honest and truthful, I am finding being diagnosed with type 1 diabetes is hard to digest. I got diagnosed in december and since being diagnosed its hit me hard. Before diagnosed I enjoyed my life, no health worries/concerns and I lead a normal happy life. Since diagnosis though, it's hard, I am 20 years of age so it's difficult for me because I eat normally before diabetes, could have a mcdonalds whenever and crisps/sweets etc (Never ate these in huge extremes) but since having type 1 I can't seem to enjoy myself anymore.
Way to stressful, I've yet to gain confident with my diabetes, I feel ashamed and sad. No one in my family has history of diabetes so how can I have it? It hurts me knowing this because it has shocked me how I can have it.
Also eating wise, I'm scared to eat these days due to the chance of having a high sugar level reading 2-3 hours after a meal. Also the amount I eat, trying to cut down on carbs etc and when feeling like a snack not being able to eat anything because it will raise my sugar level. I'm constantly worried about my sugar level going to high and going to low. Scared of driving, going to the gym, going to uni, out with my friends, football etc. I feel like an outsider to the world and everyone.
I feel different in my family, parents being healthy and fine and the rest of my family being free from diabetes and happy.
At the moment, the diabetic nurse has told me to inject short-term insulin (humalog) 3 times a day before meals (2 units of insulin) and 1 24 injection of lantus 6 units.
Ive yet to attend a carbo counting course yet, will be in february but I doubt it very much if that will change my view on diabetes . Also I have yet to be check over since being diagnosed, (eye check, feet, blood pressure etc etc so this is also another dark concern. I just want to live a long healthy complication free life but I just feel no matter what I do i'm going to end up with something bad .
I miss my old life alot being able to do what I want when I want without thinking of such things as injecting, meal size, sugar level, complications, stress etc
I know not many of you will know what to do to help/advice me but can you all some how help me?
Sorry and thanks
I know i've posted alot lately and your probably thinking oh no not him again. I do apologise.
Being honest and truthful, I am finding being diagnosed with type 1 diabetes is hard to digest. I got diagnosed in december and since being diagnosed its hit me hard. Before diagnosed I enjoyed my life, no health worries/concerns and I lead a normal happy life. Since diagnosis though, it's hard, I am 20 years of age so it's difficult for me because I eat normally before diabetes, could have a mcdonalds whenever and crisps/sweets etc (Never ate these in huge extremes) but since having type 1 I can't seem to enjoy myself anymore.
Way to stressful, I've yet to gain confident with my diabetes, I feel ashamed and sad. No one in my family has history of diabetes so how can I have it? It hurts me knowing this because it has shocked me how I can have it.
Also eating wise, I'm scared to eat these days due to the chance of having a high sugar level reading 2-3 hours after a meal. Also the amount I eat, trying to cut down on carbs etc and when feeling like a snack not being able to eat anything because it will raise my sugar level. I'm constantly worried about my sugar level going to high and going to low. Scared of driving, going to the gym, going to uni, out with my friends, football etc. I feel like an outsider to the world and everyone.
I feel different in my family, parents being healthy and fine and the rest of my family being free from diabetes and happy.
At the moment, the diabetic nurse has told me to inject short-term insulin (humalog) 3 times a day before meals (2 units of insulin) and 1 24 injection of lantus 6 units.
Ive yet to attend a carbo counting course yet, will be in february but I doubt it very much if that will change my view on diabetes . Also I have yet to be check over since being diagnosed, (eye check, feet, blood pressure etc etc so this is also another dark concern. I just want to live a long healthy complication free life but I just feel no matter what I do i'm going to end up with something bad .
I miss my old life alot being able to do what I want when I want without thinking of such things as injecting, meal size, sugar level, complications, stress etc
I know not many of you will know what to do to help/advice me but can you all some how help me?
Sorry and thanks