hh1
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- Type of diabetes
- Type 1
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- Insulin
Hey everyone, I just need to get this this out. I'm so tired of it all, the constant vigilance of my bloods, the constant worry of what's happening to them when I sleep, knowing without a shadow of a doubt that when I wake up I'm going to be in the teens once again and really struggle to get them fown to single figures. I'm tired of the constant calculations and carb counting I'm having to do and knowing that, eveb though I'm really trying, nothing is working. I'm just so tired of it all :'(
Sorry, it's been building up for a while and I just need to let loose a bit before I broke down at work.
'I'm so tired of it all' - boy, can lots of us relate to that! I've been Type 1 for over 30 yearsand there are periods of months sometimes when I just get on with it and things go along fine. And then - well, half the time, who knows what suddenly sends it all off course? Stress, a change in temperature, more or less physical activity, sometimes apparently nothing at all...There really is no way out of living with this condition all the time, and what I've learned (and had comfortingly reinforced by this forum) is that there are times when it just feels unbearable, though most of the time I can manage it and get on with life. So hang on in there, resolve what's happening now with the help of your DNS, and enjoy it when it all settles down again - for a while