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- Type of diabetes
- Type 2
- Treatment type
- Tablets (oral)
I woke up today and my neuropathy is really bad. I also have numb fingers. I'm blaming the few drinks I had last night. Finding it really hard to cope emotionally thinking a lot about death. Suicidal ideation, that sort of thing. I am only 39. Type 2 controlled by meds but I worry about being in my 50s or 60s and having to start an insulin regimen. Just scared in general. I feel so alone and lost. I already am on 2 antidepressants and I still can't cope. Work is a nightmare. And I have spoken to a therapist nothing seems to help. I am just drinking more and more which isn't good.
My brother was in the other week when i was sorting out my pills and actually had a go at me for how many meds I am on. I take about 9 a day.
I have no one I can talk to. My room is a bomb site I just have zero motivation. I have spoken to my boss about it all. But she looks at me like I am making it up. I just don't know where to turn now...
Sorry about the ramble.
I just needed to vent.
My brother was in the other week when i was sorting out my pills and actually had a go at me for how many meds I am on. I take about 9 a day.
I have no one I can talk to. My room is a bomb site I just have zero motivation. I have spoken to my boss about it all. But she looks at me like I am making it up. I just don't know where to turn now...
Sorry about the ramble.
I just needed to vent.