Its all just a lot of "pencil on paper stuff" I had a heart attack at age 46, quadruple by pass surgery at 59 , atrial ablation at 74, prostate cancer therapy, radiation and hormone therapy at 75. In cricketing terms thats 75 not out and I dont intend on "retiring hurt or run out any time soon. My message is just keep on battling the hardships with your very best efforts each day, they all add up and the years pass by. Oh yes I almost forgot diabetes, soon it will be six years since I was diagnosed as prediabetic, its required a hell of an effort to stay on course ie changing and maintaining new ways of eating to ensure good BG control. You can easily do the same, just by making a "Steling" effort. I wish you all the very best