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- Type of diabetes
- Type 1
- Treatment type
- Insulin
Diagnosed type 1 44 years ago. Had undiagnosed epilepsy at the same time that was only discovered 38 years later ( always looked like a hypo seizure ). Because of this I fell on a convector heater aged 18 and had 3rd degree burns which meant being hospitalised for 6 months. Had a miscarriage then a lovely boy when I was 30. Had the inevitable injuries from seizures and stuff, progressed onto thyroid problems too. Then diagnosed with Spondylitis and Dupytrens contracture.Then last year after 3 years of what the medics thought was neuropathy I was given opiates - horrible drugs for me. This year in June I was told I had coeliac disease and that had caused irreversible neuropathy. I’m saying this to help anyone who feels in a corner and lonely. I’ve always made a joke of it all ( ‘you couldn’t make it up could you?! ’ or ‘my records at the doctors are like War and Peace!’ ) but it’s not what we feel. Inside we feel sad, different, alone and hugely resentful. On a good day I’m really resilient but we all have those days where our readings are wrong, we are frightened we’ll be ‘told off’ by the nurse, we’ve eaten everything in the kitchen like Pac Man at 3 am, but still gone to work smiling on a 22 test with a huge headache. Talking helps me a lot. I work in a secondary school and have 4 little diabolical friends at different stages of their journeys. All boys. Two at the refusal stage, one coming out of it and one so new to it he cries when his test goes below 4. I’ve set up a little support group where we share stories and laugh about people trying to give us insulin when we are hypo or saying ‘are you having a funny do?’ ( not that funny ).I’m the school librarian so my secret cupboard doesn’t have books or magazines, just Lucozade, Dextrose, water and some hankies. I’ve not seen it all and I’m lucky to have a lovely supportive family - I just think if we share on here it’s so useful when we are down or just confused. Have a lovely evening, I’m off for a gluten free cracker with some ‘free’ cheese on it x