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I don’t really know how to put this into words to be honest, but i hope someone can offer me some advice.
I am 14 years old and i was diagnosed with type 1 in march 2017, and i also have an omnipod and a libre which i am extremely grateful for.
I was 11 when i was first diagnosed, and at the time as much as i hated it, i was on top of it, constantly keeping track of my blood sugars, injecting, carb counting accurately and etc but now i just do not feel the same at all. i always find i’m really embarrassed to ever talk about my diabetes and i just don’t have the effort to care for myself anymore.
i’m very grateful for my pump which i’ve had for nearly 2 years now, but i constantly find that i’m embarrassed for people to see it and i’m just scared of being judged. except for people who actually have diabetes, no one seems to be educated, and it’s genuinely such a horrible feeling to tell someone that you’re a diabetic, and they think that you must have been fat, or you have the “fat diabetes”, especially being in high school where i feel constantly judged.
i just don’t have the effort to cope with it anymore, it feels like i have so much pressure on me to be able to manage it, and as much as my parents and my friends and everyone around me tries to help, i just feel like no one actually understands how much i’m struggling. i dread going to hospital for my checkups because i’m scared of letting people down and i’m embarrassed by the fact that i can’t actually look after myself. how could i manage it better as an 11 year old???? i just want it all to go away. it’s awful.
does anyone at all have any advice that might help make things easier for me, i don’t know what to do at all.
thankyou. x
I am 14 years old and i was diagnosed with type 1 in march 2017, and i also have an omnipod and a libre which i am extremely grateful for.
I was 11 when i was first diagnosed, and at the time as much as i hated it, i was on top of it, constantly keeping track of my blood sugars, injecting, carb counting accurately and etc but now i just do not feel the same at all. i always find i’m really embarrassed to ever talk about my diabetes and i just don’t have the effort to care for myself anymore.
i’m very grateful for my pump which i’ve had for nearly 2 years now, but i constantly find that i’m embarrassed for people to see it and i’m just scared of being judged. except for people who actually have diabetes, no one seems to be educated, and it’s genuinely such a horrible feeling to tell someone that you’re a diabetic, and they think that you must have been fat, or you have the “fat diabetes”, especially being in high school where i feel constantly judged.
i just don’t have the effort to cope with it anymore, it feels like i have so much pressure on me to be able to manage it, and as much as my parents and my friends and everyone around me tries to help, i just feel like no one actually understands how much i’m struggling. i dread going to hospital for my checkups because i’m scared of letting people down and i’m embarrassed by the fact that i can’t actually look after myself. how could i manage it better as an 11 year old???? i just want it all to go away. it’s awful.
does anyone at all have any advice that might help make things easier for me, i don’t know what to do at all.
thankyou. x