- Messages
- 978
- Type of diabetes
- Type 2
- Treatment type
- Tablets (oral)
- Dislikes
- People. Noise. Swearing. Many foods.
So here I am.
Diabetc, Type 2, history of chronic depression, self-harm, thinking more and more about suicide.
My diets shot as I cant stomach LC/HF any more and I just cant face eating 'healthy' as I'm Autistic and my already narrow range of foods I can tolerate has now shrunk to a new low.
Constantly tired, suffering from insomnia (and ADHD)- hate my job, hate my home life- constantly torn between the lesser of two evils.
That sense of utter failure in everything; that sense of inadequacy- yes I've been under the dubious care of psychiatrists, mental health teams and crisis teams- the drugs don't work and I can't even keep to a healthy diet!.
Feel so trapped and nothing goes right. I just can't seem to make people listen to me and I am tired of living. Its only the fear of failure that keeps me from ending it all.
Welcome to my world.
Diabetc, Type 2, history of chronic depression, self-harm, thinking more and more about suicide.
My diets shot as I cant stomach LC/HF any more and I just cant face eating 'healthy' as I'm Autistic and my already narrow range of foods I can tolerate has now shrunk to a new low.
Constantly tired, suffering from insomnia (and ADHD)- hate my job, hate my home life- constantly torn between the lesser of two evils.
That sense of utter failure in everything; that sense of inadequacy- yes I've been under the dubious care of psychiatrists, mental health teams and crisis teams- the drugs don't work and I can't even keep to a healthy diet!.
Feel so trapped and nothing goes right. I just can't seem to make people listen to me and I am tired of living. Its only the fear of failure that keeps me from ending it all.
Welcome to my world.