I suspect you will only be able to use the Animas then, like me, but it is a great pump and has served me well so far. I was a bit sad to not have the option of a remote control but the screens on other pumps I just wasnt able to read.
My control has always been eratic, due to brittle diabetes, but the change since having the pump has amazed me. I used to aim to run aroung BG 8 but now my target is 5.6. I NEVER thought I'd even be able to aim for something like that!!
I would honestly speak to your DSN asap about getting on a pump and arrange to look at one.
As for sounding sorry for yourself you have every right to - diabetes is tough. My sight loss is due to an NHS blunder followed by a cover up. I was so, so angry for a long time and there were days I despaired of it all. It took me 5 years to fight for a pump and I began to wonder if it was worth it. It was!!!
Also have a look at the supplement Pycnogenol on the internet. Studies have shown for a long time it has serious benefits for sight issues, as well as being good for health. I read up on it and have taken it daily since I lost the sight in one eye. I believe it has saved my remaining sight.