Hi there I have just joined I'm a grieving mother I lost my son last October 2019 he was age 27 he died alone from dka I'm struggling to go on I just want him back why take him from us he was well liked a mad sence of humour he was diagnosed
When he was 18 months old I had just split from his dad when he was diagnosed through life his blood was always up and down they couldn't seem to find the right insulin as time went on and became a teenager he didn't want to be a diabetic he wanted to be like his friends he hit a very low point in his life . He was a chef witch wasn't the best job as unsociable hours his eating was terrible pre packed sandwiches chocolate chips then these energy drinks him and his girlfriend become parents of my beautiful granddaughter Phoebe the love for her is unbearable.
In this time when his partner and him lived together he had a few dka and was admitted to hospital After couple years went by he separated from his partner witch he found tuff but then she stopped him seeing him witch I no would of broke his heart through splitting up about a year ago he has been all over the place he was lost all I did if he popped in I'd have a go at him to sort his self out then I got a phone call from his dad to say he had passed away a mums worst nightmere I just felt I wasn't there for him I don't remember telling him I loved him every dad since I struggle with life I have my granddaughter as much as possible I haven't seen her for 7 weeks because of lockdown and I have had couple very dark places all I do is cry I live alone as my other two are both at uni and are coping there way as best they can I'm scared he was in pain and alone so couldn't get help .......
When he was 18 months old I had just split from his dad when he was diagnosed through life his blood was always up and down they couldn't seem to find the right insulin as time went on and became a teenager he didn't want to be a diabetic he wanted to be like his friends he hit a very low point in his life . He was a chef witch wasn't the best job as unsociable hours his eating was terrible pre packed sandwiches chocolate chips then these energy drinks him and his girlfriend become parents of my beautiful granddaughter Phoebe the love for her is unbearable.
In this time when his partner and him lived together he had a few dka and was admitted to hospital After couple years went by he separated from his partner witch he found tuff but then she stopped him seeing him witch I no would of broke his heart through splitting up about a year ago he has been all over the place he was lost all I did if he popped in I'd have a go at him to sort his self out then I got a phone call from his dad to say he had passed away a mums worst nightmere I just felt I wasn't there for him I don't remember telling him I loved him every dad since I struggle with life I have my granddaughter as much as possible I haven't seen her for 7 weeks because of lockdown and I have had couple very dark places all I do is cry I live alone as my other two are both at uni and are coping there way as best they can I'm scared he was in pain and alone so couldn't get help .......