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Hi, everyone
My name is Gabi and I was diagnosed with Type 2 Diabetes on October 3, 2016 when I was 23. Although I suspect that I have had Type 2 Diabetes since I was at least 15 but nobody ever thought to test for it until I was 23. For the better part of the past 4 years, I have been pretty non-compliant. I would just really like to forget that I have this disease because it sucks monkeyballs to the 15th power.
On March 10th of this year, I went to the hospital because I thought that I was having a stroke. I had a bit of a headache and I felt like my face was sinking in. Turns out that I wasn't having a stroke but that my blood sugar was over 600. Naturally the doctors admitted me to the hospital and I got diagnosed with DKA or as I like to call it, Diabetes 2.0.
The doctors sent me home after 3 days with a whole bunch of diabetic related stuff like meters and medicine. I take metaformin and atoravastin about a good 60 percent of the time. My memory is pretty blotchy so I am bad at remembering to take my medicine everyday. I am supposed to take Insulin but I don't want to take Insulin and I refuse to take Insulin.
I won't take Insulin for 2 semi major reasons. I have an immense fear of needles and I don't want to gain anymore weight. I am already too fat as it is, why make things even worse?
My last doctor's appointment was in the middle of September. When my A1C was tested at the doctor, it was 12.6 and from what I have read online about that number, its dangerous but its not like die tomorrow dangerous. My doctor wants me to take a pill called Basgalor or Basgawhore, I don't really know the name of it. Apparently Basganor or whatever it is called is a pill that could make me gain weight and I really don't want to gain anymore weight and so I am not taking it.
My doctor wants to see me again on 12/13 and she wants me to have an A1C of like 10.1 by then. I am not even sure if that is possible.
I have tried to make little changes to my lifestyle. For the better part of the past 2 weeks, I haven't had a cup of pop. I am really trying to spread out the days when I eat out. I am really trying NOT to eat after 7:00pm. I have lost somewhere between 4 to 8 pounds cause I am trying to drink at least a gallon of water a day. I am trying to walk a bit more.
I hate this disease more than life itself. I will do anything at this point just to get it out of my body or get control of it or something. I am so sick of what the disease is doing to my face. I have never been a supermodel but I am not a llama in terms of looks. However every few weeks, there is this humongous rash that appears like a ring around my nose. It covers my entire nose and people notice it and since I don't know anything about makeup, I can't rid of it.
Oh and every few days, my neck keeps burning! Its like 1.5 on a pain scale of 10 but it still hurts. Oh and my face keeps peeling, some piece of skin is always falling off of my face. My nose is always peeling!
Oh and last week for probably the first time that I can remember, I was constipated. I was in so much pain! It was absolutely horrific. My butt hurt so bad! Let's just say, thank god for epsom salt baths.
Oh and the dreams that I have are horrible. Every since I left the hospital in March, I have been having like these weird death dreams. I have had dreams of stepping out of my body. I have had dreams of me standing in my kitchen screaming "I am not alive anymore! I am not alive anymore!" I have dreams of my subconscious self sitting on the bed next to me, telling me that I had a real heart attack. I have been thinking about death a lot more since I left the hospital. I am scared as ****, dude.
I don't really know what DKA means. I just think that my blood is burning itself. I say burning itself because the blood is acidic and acid burns.
My questions to the people on here are very simple:
1. Can I control T2 without medicine?
2. Is it possible to really send Type 2 diabetes into remission?
3. What are your weight loss tips or diet tips if you have any?
4. What are the best foods to buy when you are a type 2 diabetic? What are the foods that won't cause a blood sugar spike?
5. I am contemplating walking 4 hours a day(2 in the morning/2 in the evening), is this a good thing or an utterly stupid one?
My name is Gabi and I was diagnosed with Type 2 Diabetes on October 3, 2016 when I was 23. Although I suspect that I have had Type 2 Diabetes since I was at least 15 but nobody ever thought to test for it until I was 23. For the better part of the past 4 years, I have been pretty non-compliant. I would just really like to forget that I have this disease because it sucks monkeyballs to the 15th power.
On March 10th of this year, I went to the hospital because I thought that I was having a stroke. I had a bit of a headache and I felt like my face was sinking in. Turns out that I wasn't having a stroke but that my blood sugar was over 600. Naturally the doctors admitted me to the hospital and I got diagnosed with DKA or as I like to call it, Diabetes 2.0.
The doctors sent me home after 3 days with a whole bunch of diabetic related stuff like meters and medicine. I take metaformin and atoravastin about a good 60 percent of the time. My memory is pretty blotchy so I am bad at remembering to take my medicine everyday. I am supposed to take Insulin but I don't want to take Insulin and I refuse to take Insulin.
I won't take Insulin for 2 semi major reasons. I have an immense fear of needles and I don't want to gain anymore weight. I am already too fat as it is, why make things even worse?
My last doctor's appointment was in the middle of September. When my A1C was tested at the doctor, it was 12.6 and from what I have read online about that number, its dangerous but its not like die tomorrow dangerous. My doctor wants me to take a pill called Basgalor or Basgawhore, I don't really know the name of it. Apparently Basganor or whatever it is called is a pill that could make me gain weight and I really don't want to gain anymore weight and so I am not taking it.
My doctor wants to see me again on 12/13 and she wants me to have an A1C of like 10.1 by then. I am not even sure if that is possible.
I have tried to make little changes to my lifestyle. For the better part of the past 2 weeks, I haven't had a cup of pop. I am really trying to spread out the days when I eat out. I am really trying NOT to eat after 7:00pm. I have lost somewhere between 4 to 8 pounds cause I am trying to drink at least a gallon of water a day. I am trying to walk a bit more.
I hate this disease more than life itself. I will do anything at this point just to get it out of my body or get control of it or something. I am so sick of what the disease is doing to my face. I have never been a supermodel but I am not a llama in terms of looks. However every few weeks, there is this humongous rash that appears like a ring around my nose. It covers my entire nose and people notice it and since I don't know anything about makeup, I can't rid of it.
Oh and every few days, my neck keeps burning! Its like 1.5 on a pain scale of 10 but it still hurts. Oh and my face keeps peeling, some piece of skin is always falling off of my face. My nose is always peeling!
Oh and last week for probably the first time that I can remember, I was constipated. I was in so much pain! It was absolutely horrific. My butt hurt so bad! Let's just say, thank god for epsom salt baths.
Oh and the dreams that I have are horrible. Every since I left the hospital in March, I have been having like these weird death dreams. I have had dreams of stepping out of my body. I have had dreams of me standing in my kitchen screaming "I am not alive anymore! I am not alive anymore!" I have dreams of my subconscious self sitting on the bed next to me, telling me that I had a real heart attack. I have been thinking about death a lot more since I left the hospital. I am scared as ****, dude.
I don't really know what DKA means. I just think that my blood is burning itself. I say burning itself because the blood is acidic and acid burns.
My questions to the people on here are very simple:
1. Can I control T2 without medicine?
2. Is it possible to really send Type 2 diabetes into remission?
3. What are your weight loss tips or diet tips if you have any?
4. What are the best foods to buy when you are a type 2 diabetic? What are the foods that won't cause a blood sugar spike?
5. I am contemplating walking 4 hours a day(2 in the morning/2 in the evening), is this a good thing or an utterly stupid one?