Hi. I’ve been T2 for a couple of years and still fed up and confused. My own behaviour especially confuses me. I’ve tried lower carb (100g per day) basically cutting out pasta, rice, potatoes and bread as well as obvious sweet stuff, felt better and got my hba1c down. I do this for approx 6-8 weeks. Then something happens and I crave carbs or I go to a friends house and they serve risotto or pasta bake and I remember what I’m missing then eat junk, gradually getting worse in terms of sugar and carbs, then I get stressed about it and comfort eat/ binge on sugar and carbs even more. Not hungry just want/need carbs. I am disabled (cerebral palsy which causes twitching and rubbish fine motor control) and can only use freestyle continuous monitors but they are too expensive and not available on prescription. When I use them I am in better control because I can see what the numbers are doing. I have tried multiple needle testing monitors, but just can’t get enough blood on the right place at the right time. I know for me it’s a mindset thing. I just find being consistent with what I eat and how much I walk and how much I go to the gym extremely difficult. Any advice?