Ok.
Sharing for the sake of sharing
Good for me
A pleasant-ish day, lazy & recovering from yesterday ..ho hum.
A playlist on Alexa, heard a thousand times, really like the chosen songs..calming
Anyway, this one song
And I have a moment
(I'm a big boy, I can take it )
Cathartic probably.
So this one song ,
A runaway train of mages and emotions .
Best song ever ?
Unlikely but some lines hit home like a hammer to the chest .
That uncoupling from the world.
Saying my goodbyes.
That cold loneliness lying there, surrounded by strangers tending to me
Forever grateful but not who I wanted.
Images from the days after..
That first moment I really see Lauren, after the first of several ops.
Make up free, red eyed, her face as she pulls back the curtain, sees me all wired up, shocked to the core, but she never looked more beautiful to me.
Sat holding hands, saying nothing ..but saying everything .
Anyway, that's it ...just sharing.
No hugs, it's ok to not be ok
And it's not the first and it won't be the last river to cross before I'm back on firm land.
Lyrics only.
Couldn't find a video offering subtitles,
The one I liked best was an acoustic on the guitar are while not singing wise as good as the production versions, does have a marvellous guitar quality that pluck away at something inside
me...here