Good morning.
I know I’m brand new here but I needed somewhere to write down what’s happening.
Im 36. I was diagnosed T2 when I was 32 with a hbA1c of 102.
I work in a safety critical role in a location where I work solo. My diabetes management has been diet and exercise and the following medication:
- 4 x metformin
- 2 x gliclazide
- 1 x Sitagliptin
None of it has worked. My hbA1c as of last week is 106. And I have recently found out via a colleague who has just been diagnosed with diabetes that if the new occupational health company that’s been employed finds out I’m on any of that, I will be banned from working in my current role.
My current role includes in it a guaranteed overtime rate over the year of £10,000.
If I am taking out of my current role, I will lose £10k a year. If that happens, I lose my house. I am the only income.
I’m trying desperately to get in to see the diabetic nurses at my GP but I work two jobs and I’m the full time carer for my disabled mum who has just also been diagnosed with cancer.
They GP receptionist refused to book a telephone consultation and also refused to make any notes on my file about WHY I can’t physically get in to see someone… until I sent a message on the medication request page saying I was desperate for help and I didn’t know what to do.
Because right now the only option I see in order to keep my job is stop all medication. But my bloods are 106 on the maximum of the meds I can take so what the hell will it go to when I stop them???
I’ve got a telephone app now thanks to my desperate messages plea, today at 1645 where I’m PRAYING nothing is happening at work so I can take the call.
I’ve posted in mental health because mine right now is rock bottom. Im panicked. Constantly. I cannot have this house taken from me. But I also can’t live with continually raising bloods.
(Common questions I’ve seen on other posts - here are my answers)
- yes I’ve been tested for LADA. It’s not that.
- yes I’ve been consistent with taking my medication
- I do exercise and
- I eat well, including limiting carbs but I will completely eliminate them now I’m coming off meds
- I know work can’t “sack” me because of disability laws, but they can remove me from my safety critical post into a non safety critical post but as a result will lose £10k because that’s how the Union set up our wages.
I’m sorry I needed to get that out. I’m not looking for sympathy or even advice. I’m just lost. I don’t see a way out of any of it.
I know I’m brand new here but I needed somewhere to write down what’s happening.
Im 36. I was diagnosed T2 when I was 32 with a hbA1c of 102.
I work in a safety critical role in a location where I work solo. My diabetes management has been diet and exercise and the following medication:
- 4 x metformin
- 2 x gliclazide
- 1 x Sitagliptin
None of it has worked. My hbA1c as of last week is 106. And I have recently found out via a colleague who has just been diagnosed with diabetes that if the new occupational health company that’s been employed finds out I’m on any of that, I will be banned from working in my current role.
My current role includes in it a guaranteed overtime rate over the year of £10,000.
If I am taking out of my current role, I will lose £10k a year. If that happens, I lose my house. I am the only income.
I’m trying desperately to get in to see the diabetic nurses at my GP but I work two jobs and I’m the full time carer for my disabled mum who has just also been diagnosed with cancer.
They GP receptionist refused to book a telephone consultation and also refused to make any notes on my file about WHY I can’t physically get in to see someone… until I sent a message on the medication request page saying I was desperate for help and I didn’t know what to do.
Because right now the only option I see in order to keep my job is stop all medication. But my bloods are 106 on the maximum of the meds I can take so what the hell will it go to when I stop them???
I’ve got a telephone app now thanks to my desperate messages plea, today at 1645 where I’m PRAYING nothing is happening at work so I can take the call.
I’ve posted in mental health because mine right now is rock bottom. Im panicked. Constantly. I cannot have this house taken from me. But I also can’t live with continually raising bloods.
(Common questions I’ve seen on other posts - here are my answers)
- yes I’ve been tested for LADA. It’s not that.
- yes I’ve been consistent with taking my medication
- I do exercise and
- I eat well, including limiting carbs but I will completely eliminate them now I’m coming off meds
- I know work can’t “sack” me because of disability laws, but they can remove me from my safety critical post into a non safety critical post but as a result will lose £10k because that’s how the Union set up our wages.
I’m sorry I needed to get that out. I’m not looking for sympathy or even advice. I’m just lost. I don’t see a way out of any of it.