hello am a new member of this association and i aged 36; my name is Nooosrat and one of the main aim y i join this asso is may be i badly need support to control my diabetes. i have got that illness during pregnancy of my second child and i am morally down with this illness. i am the sole one with it in my family and i know all the things n care to take in theory but my blood sugar keeps on shooting. sometimes i am so scared that i do not eat n got prob of gastrics. i am desperately trying to count the no of carbs in my food meal but with less success! i am on lantus 30 and novorapid 30 ml but i can not control it. i need HELP AND SUPPORT. just thinking of a visit to a doctor make me nervous and i know my bp rise up! so please no doctor. if i can get some friends for counselling HOW MUCH to eat i will be very grateful. i am a great fan of sweet things but i eat moderately but i want to STOP it. at home i got no support no guide so please HELP ME OUT i dont want to die with that illness. please HELP