Hi I do not currently have another appointment for Gastroscopy. I am just waiting to see my Consultant in September and taking it from there. I actually spoke to an endoscopic nurse when I cancelled the 2nd appointment and she said " I don't blame you for cancelling as to be honest I don't think this procedure is going to find the answer to your symptom"
She also asked why I had been referred for the procedure when I had not answered YES to any of the ten questions she had asked me regarding symptoms.
I.E....
Do you have any heartburn ... NO
Do you have any pain in your Gastrointestinal tract... NO
Any weight loss... NO
Any dysphagia... NO
Any actual vomiting... NO
Any bloating in your abdomen... NO
Any blood in your phlem... NO
Any indigestion... NO
Any bowel difficulties... NO
Any regurgitation... NO
She was bemused as she told me that 85% of patients she sees have answered YES to 7 or more of these questions.
I am also not anaemic as my Blood Count is incredibly healthy.
Well, this is my last post on this too Callum.
I can't comprehend what you might expect your consultant to say when you go back, having cancelled his prescribed investigations. And, frankly, if I were managing the nurse (I'm not a nurse or NHS manager, for clarity), she would be disciplined for her comments. It is unlikely she was party to all appointments or discussions regarding your care, so could not fully understand the consultant's rationale. And, it would appear, to an outsider, that your consultant is trying hard to get to the bottom of things - even if that means reassuring himself there is nothing oddly sinister going on in your early digestive track. But, you will not accept his help.
If you
really believe you are diabetic, then why do you not adopt a diabetic lifestyle? Reduce your carbs, perhaps ditch alcohol for a while, eat healthily, and exercise a little. As your earlier tests discounted diabetes, it seems less likely you would have progressed quickly to a stage where medication was the only option. And, in any case, diet and exercise is the most powerful weapon in the diabetic armoury, and I feel that giving you
any medication right now, in your state of mind, could just give you something else to be unhappy about. That is my opinion, not a professional diagnosis, obviously.
I agree with
@Jaylee that you need to seek help with your self proclaimed anxiety, or again, you are playing an enormous part in perpetuating a situation you find unacceptable to you. To regurgitate (deliberate choice of word) the old cliche, "you can lead a horse to water, but can't make it drink". Or alternatively, "there are none so blind as those who will not see."
I wish you well, but until you can move from the problem perpetuating camp to the problem solving camp, I fear you will not progress in the way you state you would like to.