I felt ill and didn't know what was causing it, I just knew I wasn't happy. So I went to a doctor in our local surgery here, he wasn't my usual one and after ten minutes of talking he took nigh on a 'pint' of blood from me. (Ok it was a couple of test tubes, but I'm a man and therefor it was a pint!!)
About a week later I got a phone call from the surgery. The conversation went like this...
Me "hello"
Surgery "Hi there, this is abcd and I've been told to ring you to tell you that your blood tests are back and you have to see a nurse"
Me "Eh, ok? Can you tell me what it's about and why I've to see the nurse?"
Surgery "Emmmm No but it's the nurse who deals with the sugar...the diabetic nurse!"
Me "I'm sorry, the nurse with diabetes? Why would I need to see her?"
Surgery "Emmm you just do, it's not anything to worry about its to do with your test results...but she's on holiday for two weeks"
Me "I think you need to explain this to me, or find someone who can. You want me to see a nurse who has diabetes and she's on holiday for two weeks?"
Surgery "Yes, I mean no.... Hang on..."
Two minutes later
surgery "you have to see the diabetes nurse because your blood has sugar in it. But! The nurse you need to see is on holiday. So you have to come and see another nurse who will give you something to drink and you have to have blood taken again"
Me "Ok, to be clear? I have sugar in my blood? I need to drink something and get more blood taken, but I've not to see the diabetic nurse, but she's on holiday for two weeks?"
Surgery "emmmm yes."
Me "make me an appointment with my doctor now please....!"
So that was basically how I found out I was a type two diabetic. The office junior who rang me and hadn't understood what he was trying to get me to do and attend. The doctor was more help, but basically sloped his shoulders and said see the diabetic trained nurse.
I did see her and she was very nice, yet more blood was taken and I was asked to go back again. Which I did, and she said for the last three months my glucose levels were 6.9 so I didn't need to worry. I was then sent to the dietician who said my BMI was 1 kilo over and I should go on a diet, but not to worry because she didn't really see where I could lose it from. I suggested my head because it was about to explode.
I then went to two visits over a two week period to the diabetic nurse and she told me the pros and cons of what I needed to do.
Now if anyone has stuck with me so far.... You will see I've been moved from pillar to post, not really told anything useful. And I'm still feeling ill.
SO. Guns drawn and ammo at the ready!
I went back to the nurse and asked her for a meter and test strips. I didnt know if the diabetes was causing me to feel ill or if there was something else going on I had yet to have diagnosed.
I was told that under no uncertain terms was I ever going to get a meter and test strips. It was health board policy NOT to give type two's test kits because if the user saw an increase in BG then it would cause them to worry. I said it was the worry I already had that I was trying to sort out, am I feeling awful because of the diabetes or is it something else?
The response was "your not getting a test kit"
At this point I gave up. Diabetics who are type two are a pain in the NHS's back side. We are not really a problem just now and we just 'might' be one day.
I attended a diabetes type two course that was laid on by the NHS for the first time in Scotland, allegedly, it was a few hours over a few weeks. It was interesting but we could have done the course in an afternoon. All I got out of it was that eating healthily and exercise was the cure all.
So, in conclusion. And I know I've written 'war and peace' the type two diabetic version!
I bought my own tester, I check my blood when I feel grotty and if my sugars are high, then it's the **** I've eaten that's making me feel grotty!
If I feel fine, when I've checked, my BG levels are good. I still feel bad on occasions but these are, from what I can gather, are normal for type two's to feel. So instead of worrying and annoying the casualty department at the local hospital, I have started to relate what I've eaten or done to by BG level. It would have been so much simpler if this had been an option straight away.
I can't fault the diabetes nurse, she has perimeters to work under as does the dietician and I suppose even the wee woman who ran the course.
One thing I did do though was, when during the course a trainee nurse came to the class. She sat very quietly and I chose that particular time to go to town about not letting type two's test their own BG levels. The trainee nurse decided to defend the NHS corner by saying "but! We will know if your symptoms are because of the diabetes, so why would you worry??" My reply??
"So, I have to be carried into casualty on a stretcher from an ambulance before you will tell me that my sugars are through the floor or through the roof? When a ten second test will tell me and teach me when I need to eat a mars bar or take a trip to casualty! I can see why they employed you!"
She didn't say anything after that!
Thank you for bearing with me to the end, I always write to much but I hope I made some salient points as well as make you feel a bit better if you have had a rotten time with your diagnosis.
BG meters and test strips should be optional for all newly diagnosed diabetics, at the end of the day it's you who's going to pick up on the symptoms your feeling and whether you can do something about it.