Thank you both for your advice, I am type 1 diabetic yes and have been for 8 years now, I was diagnosed at 11. I am on the omnipod, I'm so confused because for the first few months (August - December) there were no problems, it was very rare that i'de have a hypo... My BS were between 4-7 all the time. It was just this one night it happened and carried on happening, even now. Every single incident has been unexplainable, and worrying especially as I've not been taking much insulin on purpose. My basal is almost nothing, 0.40 units per hour at night now and they used to be 1.05 , I wouldn't dare do that much now!!!
And I had an appointment with my doctor a few weeks ago, not much was done apart from being told that I need to have faith and be confident in myself. I do, but I think this is much more serious. My next appointment is 30th March and Im scared I won't make it until then. I feel safer in the day than I do at night for sure though. Last time I was hoping to come home after and everything to be sorted, but I feel like it's going to be a big waste of time and nothing will be done. To make things worse, after taking about my fear of hypos to my doctor last time, I had a major hypo on the train home (I have a 2 hour train journey) and near enough collapsed.
My omnipod is not to blame, it's actually made my life easier, and I know it works because I had those 3 months of perfect control. They can take it off me if they want to, my hba1c is higher because I'm running levels high now, so they probably will. Can I just not be diabetic anymore please? I've even had to delay my work, I'm a tattooist and I refuse to tattoo at the moment due to my constant anxiety of going hypo.