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Sable_Jan
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So much love to you Kevin.... The tears that overwhelmed you was probably knowing you would have been at peace and pain free now if money had been no object.....I would have missed chatting to you but happy for your release from pain....04:25am. Awake just over an hour after just 2 hours sleep,
Wife Snoring !
Puppy Snoring even more Loudly !!!
Crying my eye's out, and absolutely No idea why ?
I guess it's Hormone's right ?
Been like this for nearly 40 minutes
Birds are starting to sing,
And Kevin feel's SO sad.
Is this it ?
Will I Never Feel Happy Again ?
Is the end around the corner, will I die sad ?
Hope running out,
Strength and stamina almost completely gone,
I have never felt lonelier than I do now.
It feels so Dark inside
I pray for rest and peace.
But so often I feel it will never happen for me
I will Die in such pain.
My only real fear, Dying in pain
I wish we could have gone to Dignitas.
Over a year ago we planned, today would finally brought Peace
But we couldn't afford that option, that Dignity !
I Love You All
xxx xxx xxx.
I hope now the sun is up your mood is brighter and your pain less....the early hours are the worst even when it is only sleep denied
Big hugs xx