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- Type of diabetes
- Type 1
- Treatment type
- Insulin
Hi everyone,
I was diagnosed with Type 1 Diabetes back in Jan/Feb 2013 at the age of 16 and as everyone says, it was a horrible shock. I absolutely loathe being diabetic, but I try not to let it control me; however, this has gone too far now.
It seems that most diabetics focus on what they eat and ensure that they eat foods low in carbohydrates, and if they do enjoy a sugary or carb-filled treat, that it is in moderation.
I can't seem to do this. When I was firstly diagnosed, I totally cut out chocolates and foods high in carbohydrates (I am a chocaholic and have a very sweet tooth to this day), and I dreaded having to live the rest of my life without being allowed to eat chocolates, cakes, biscuits, etc.
This stage didn't last long though, as I soon realised that I could eat sugary junk food as long as I put extra insulin (Novorapid) in. So now I eat huge slices of cake, whole chocolate bars, loads of biscuits, etc. I'm usually good at injecting enough insulin to cover these and to keep my blood glucose levels (reasonably) well, although sometimes I can't stop eating junk food and end up injecting myself about 2-3 times just for one meal, and still having levels in the 20s. I know this is really bad, and I even throw up a lot too (not on purpose), although it might be due to other medical problems I have. Nonetheless, I still feel terrible about myself when I read about all these other diabetics concerned whether they're allowed to eat this or that. I seriously need to start controlling my diabetes and my appetite much better, but I find it really difficult and I struggle to find the motivation to bother. I'm sorry if I sound incredibly spoilt and stupid, I swear I'm not, I just hate being diabetic.
If anyone has any advice for me I would be so grateful, as I am to anyone who has taken the time to read this. Please also let me know if anyone else suffers from an insatiable appetite at times, or who binge eats (like I do) because I think it is absolutely disgusting that I can't stop myself, and is made worse by the fact that I have diabetes (as it really messes up my levels).
Thank you,
Sera x
I was diagnosed with Type 1 Diabetes back in Jan/Feb 2013 at the age of 16 and as everyone says, it was a horrible shock. I absolutely loathe being diabetic, but I try not to let it control me; however, this has gone too far now.
It seems that most diabetics focus on what they eat and ensure that they eat foods low in carbohydrates, and if they do enjoy a sugary or carb-filled treat, that it is in moderation.
I can't seem to do this. When I was firstly diagnosed, I totally cut out chocolates and foods high in carbohydrates (I am a chocaholic and have a very sweet tooth to this day), and I dreaded having to live the rest of my life without being allowed to eat chocolates, cakes, biscuits, etc.
This stage didn't last long though, as I soon realised that I could eat sugary junk food as long as I put extra insulin (Novorapid) in. So now I eat huge slices of cake, whole chocolate bars, loads of biscuits, etc. I'm usually good at injecting enough insulin to cover these and to keep my blood glucose levels (reasonably) well, although sometimes I can't stop eating junk food and end up injecting myself about 2-3 times just for one meal, and still having levels in the 20s. I know this is really bad, and I even throw up a lot too (not on purpose), although it might be due to other medical problems I have. Nonetheless, I still feel terrible about myself when I read about all these other diabetics concerned whether they're allowed to eat this or that. I seriously need to start controlling my diabetes and my appetite much better, but I find it really difficult and I struggle to find the motivation to bother. I'm sorry if I sound incredibly spoilt and stupid, I swear I'm not, I just hate being diabetic.
If anyone has any advice for me I would be so grateful, as I am to anyone who has taken the time to read this. Please also let me know if anyone else suffers from an insatiable appetite at times, or who binge eats (like I do) because I think it is absolutely disgusting that I can't stop myself, and is made worse by the fact that I have diabetes (as it really messes up my levels).
Thank you,
Sera x