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    Ashamed.

    Had my appointment this morning, DSN was very supportive and it was refreshing to see a friendly face. Firstly, I made it through my appointment without crying (just), for the first time EVER (yay). My hba1c was high (91) which I expected, so I'm back to frequent appointments (also expected), I...
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    Ashamed.

    I'm hanging on in there, a few family issues have set me back again. I really try not to let things like this have such a negative impact but as soon as anything changes my mood the first thing that goes is any semblance of control I have in managing my diabetes. I'm just so ready for my...
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    Ashamed.

    I wish it was Friday already, I am so ready for my appointment :(
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    Frustration

    @hjm1986 I can totally relate though I am extremely happy for these individuals. There will be so many people who have been through the same struggles to get where they are now and it is 100% achievable for yourself. I guess we should avoid making comparisons like with many things in life though...
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    Ashamed.

    Thankyou, another testing day today but one day at a time as you have said and each day is a new day. Hopeful for a better one tomorrow. Perhaps you're right though, maybe my dwelling too much on past experiences is holding me back to some extent and will contribute to this reoccurring cycle i...
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    Lonely.

    It's such a surreal world we're living in at the moment. Sending you love and an open door if you ever want a chat :)
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    Has anyone young from Group 6 been contacted for a covid vaccine yet?

    I'm 29, type 1 diabetes. I had mine 20.2.21
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    Ashamed.

    I think this is another thing I've struggled with in the past, I give it my all to reduce my hba1c and test regularly and get to a stage where I am managing my condition but I can only sustain it short term and it's never long enough to be considered for the pump. I think last time I discussed...
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    Lonely.

    I think it's hard to find motivation to do anything much at the minute. I mean I love reading don't get me wrong but because it's been one of the few things I've done throughout the last year I've even found it hard to pick up a book and when I have my mind doesn't settle into it. Fingers...
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    Ashamed.

    I trialled the libre this time last year, great at first but then I went through a stage where my BG was low all the time (I'd lost weight and was exercising more so needed to make some adjustments) and with the libre i found if I'd had a hypo it read low for hours so I had to confirm with...
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    Ashamed.

    Thankyou so much, this means the world :)
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    Ashamed.

    I'm just having a read of this thread and it is such an eye opener from the off so thankyou for this :happy: Some background whilst I'm feeling able to share. I believe my negative relationship with diabetes stems from my original DSN. When I was first diagnosed I was prescribed metformin and...
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    Ashamed.

    I'm open to just about everything in all honesty. I can be quite a negative person and once I'm in that mindset it's very hard to snap back out of it so it's definitely worth a shot. I had a good old cry at my appointment to get it all out, my DSN was very helpful and supportive as usual. It...
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    Ashamed.

    I have ideas about where it comes from but I could just be taking a stab in the dark. I don't really have any family or friends I can talk to about it, not because they wouldn't listen but again because I feel too ashamed and embarrassed and I don't like to feel that I'm putting on people or...
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    Lonely.

    I opted for puzzles and self help books though admittedly I haven't read all of them. I am finding myself more anxious about coming out of lockdown so I will be picking them up again soon. I have enjoyed walking but admit I find it more tedious now as it's the only thing we can do so I do find...
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    Ashamed.

    Thankyou all for your kind words, I'm hopeful that this is a step in the right direction. Is it normal to mentally struggle this much with diabetes? It's been years since my diagnosis and I thought I'd have reached the point where it felt normal now. Instead it's been years of struggling and...
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    Covid jab

    I had mine 20/2/21 and aside from a sore arm for a couple of days and chills the day of the vaccine I had no other side effects. I had the Pfizer :)
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    Lonely.

    I can't believe this was a year ago and we're still in a lockdown. Hope everyone is keeping well.
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    Ashamed.

    I have an appointment today with my DSN and really need to be honest and frank with her. Things are not going well but I know from past experiences I need to open up and admit that things aren't good to get the help I need. BUT I'm so ashamed of myself for letting things slide again. I can't...
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    Tiredness

    I'm close to the 2 litres of water each day, some days not quite but I'm never far off.
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