This makes me so angry....not you, greenp3....... your inability to get test strips free. I know I had to fight for them in the past but testing your blood sugars really is the most important thing you can do to assess what is going on in with your body. I'd keep on at your surgery to supply you with test strips and say you need them to attain good control. Please, please, do not give up on this.
I paid for extra strips when I needed some but I appreciate in these times of credit crunch, extra expenses cannot always be met easily.
It is possible that your levels, without being monitored, are running too high and causing you to feel 'fuzzy', as you describe it.This will do you no good, short-term or long-term.
Once you start monitoring your levels again, hopefully, you'll start to feel brighter quite soon but this will be practically impossible without those test strips and the ability to monitor what is going on with your blood sugar levels.
Personally, I'd recommend a sit-in at your docs. until they agree to give you the test strips you need.
Good luck.
choccie.