Hi when you are feeling in a depressed state do you find you have to force yourself to even go out? I am finding at the moment even though my DSN and GP say I gained really good control in a relatively short space of time, diagnosed Type 1 May 2011, 55 years old that I am becoming increasingly scared to go out even on the shortest of journeys, it's driving my husband mad. Only yesterday I cancelled going out with one of my best friends because I started to imagine all sorts of "disasters" happening, ie hypos, going unconscious, not being able to test, feeling uncomfortable injecting because we were going to be out for lunch. I've even started thinking that the world will run out of insulin and then what are we going to do. I was on anti depressants for sometime before I was diagnosed and although they helped, coming off them was not pleasant and I've read that they can interfere with glucose control, so that would be another worry for me. When I voiced some of this to the doctor he said because I'm managing my diabetes really well he couldn't see the problem. I mentioned about CBT or counselling, but he said he would have to refer me and it could be a year before I heard anything. Just wish I could have my old life back as I am sure most of you on this site do. Anybody got any tips to overcome these irrational fears? Thanks