Be warned this is an angry rant! It needs to get lost somewhere....
I hate it when my husband who has no health problems tells me how to manage my condition and what’s worse chastises me for it when it goes wrong. He talks like he's knows anything about it. Far from it. It’s just ***** that he spouts. “You should of got it done”. Well I did get “it” done. “Your too relaxed about it” I went through counselling to relax ******* because I was getting so worked up about it, I was slipping into depression about it!
He’s got no clue about how hard it is every day having to be alive!
So I forgot my blood meter once. ONCE! I managed it by not eating (not hungry anyway) and when I got home took a reading and it was 5.6. Do you know why. Because I’ve been diabetic for 27 years *******!! I know what the **** I’m doing. You don’t even have a proper **** job!
Yes of course I know it wasn’t ideal but I did the **** best I could with my situation so take your judgemental **** and shove it down your own throat!
So angry and upset from him pushing my buttons. And me letting him do it. I know how this conversation could have gone down. But I got so angry and hurt I couldn’t defend myself. So why am I really angry....I’ve never accepted diabetes. Don’t even know what that means. Accept it. Make peace with it. I **** hate it. I hate living with it. That’s what he reminded me of. Maybe that’s why I got so angry. He was judgemental and making me feel like I wasn’t doing enough!
He would not manage 1 day with this disease.....I feel a little better now.
I hate it when my husband who has no health problems tells me how to manage my condition and what’s worse chastises me for it when it goes wrong. He talks like he's knows anything about it. Far from it. It’s just ***** that he spouts. “You should of got it done”. Well I did get “it” done. “Your too relaxed about it” I went through counselling to relax ******* because I was getting so worked up about it, I was slipping into depression about it!
He’s got no clue about how hard it is every day having to be alive!
So I forgot my blood meter once. ONCE! I managed it by not eating (not hungry anyway) and when I got home took a reading and it was 5.6. Do you know why. Because I’ve been diabetic for 27 years *******!! I know what the **** I’m doing. You don’t even have a proper **** job!
Yes of course I know it wasn’t ideal but I did the **** best I could with my situation so take your judgemental **** and shove it down your own throat!
So angry and upset from him pushing my buttons. And me letting him do it. I know how this conversation could have gone down. But I got so angry and hurt I couldn’t defend myself. So why am I really angry....I’ve never accepted diabetes. Don’t even know what that means. Accept it. Make peace with it. I **** hate it. I hate living with it. That’s what he reminded me of. Maybe that’s why I got so angry. He was judgemental and making me feel like I wasn’t doing enough!
He would not manage 1 day with this disease.....I feel a little better now.
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