scotchpie, it isn't going to happen overnight, and don't beat yourself up when it doesn't. Something to make you laugh,[I hope], ten years ago my GP, a great chap who is now sadly dead, told me I HAD to stop smoking, no ifs ands or buts, it had to happpen! I duly threw away the demon tobacco, and didn't smoke for a fortnight
. Over this time I got shirtier and shirtier, my temper,never the sweetest, became shorter and shorter! After an argument with Rob one day he looked at me, Rob that is, and said get to the Doc, both your eyeballs are full of blood :shock: . On arrival at the surgery Ken took one look, grinned and said go out and buy a packet of fags girl, before your blood pressure knocks out your brain instead of a few blood vessels.
Learn not to put yourself under unneccessary pressure! Take your time, when you are ready you will know, you will find the reserves of will power you need and you will succeed. In the meantime at least you know you are helping yourself diet wise! By the way, none of us are perfect :lol:
Val