I just don't know what to do anymore I have always had a hard time with doctors but I am at my wits end. I questioned a medication the last doctor wanted to put me on, her response was to get really angry, refuse to explain anything to me, and to actually shout at me telling me I could never understand any of it anyway, and I need to just trust her and do what she says if I want to get better. This after explaining how her last advice/instruction made me very ill. Figured I would try someone else, it was a mission, hours drive and had to pay cash but she seemed like she might be more helpful. I can't even begin to explain the experience. I realised as I walked in that I should just leave, but instead I sat there frozen. There was a lot of "you probably think" and if I tried to say anything I was told "no" or "just stop". She would not let me see my blood tests results, and no matter what I said I was wrong. She told me if I had gone to a standard doctor they would have turned me away as my numbers are fine. I eventually managed to get that my hba1c was 6.3, but that was it. Some other gems from the appointment include - being attacked for saying I was not so sure how accurate the libre trial that I had was - being told that novorapid lasts 8 hours, and that I can only do 3 injections a day, they have to be with food, and at least 8 hours apart - no corrections, no matter what - no fast acting in the morning to help with dawn phenomenon or foot on the floor - take more long acting (despite trying to explain the lows) - being told lows are only caused by overlapping fast acting shots i.e taking them less than 8 hours apart (this was after I tried to point out a low I had after guessing carbs in a pastry wrong) - don't even ask about changing insulin I can't even put it all down, I kind of wish I had a recording of it but that was the gist of her advice. She didn't check anything about how I actually manage myself. She kept saying my numbers were fine even though I was repeatedly saying that I am unwell and constantly exhausted. I eventually managed to get a copy of my blood tests from the lab, there are a couple of concerning things, none were even considered. I am just so tired of it. On a brighter note, after just over a month and a half of not listening to the doctors advice, I have manged to get my hba1c down from 8 to 6.3!