So, by way of "Rethinking Diabetes" by Gary Taubes - which I would thoroughly recommend, not only was there a solid mention of this very site, but my introduction to Richard K Bernstein, who had experience as an engineer, was dissatisfied with his treatment plan, and set out to understand the mechanisms underlying diabetes, using the first blood glucose monitor, and in the process revolutionised our understanding of the condition.
It was a massive reflection of the way I see my own journey. (hubris aside)
To my surprise, when I came to dig into his story, one of the first links was right back to his page on this site:
Nicolae Paulescu was a Romanian scientist who claimed to have been the first person to discover insuli, which he called pancreine.
www.diabetes.co.uk
Another good slap in the "nothing new here, it's all been done before"s
But it has made me reflect a little...
I, by training, and thirty years of experience, am little more than a guy who has learned to -
1 understand the mechanism at work, gather any data you can.
2 challenge my assumptions, especially things other people take for granted.
3 experiment until you can improve the control of that mechanism. Prove it.
The kind of engineering I do is called process engineering, or manufacturing engineering; basically, it's about figuring out how to make industrial things in an efficient enough way that you are not needed any more, and you can move on to the next thing that isn't working well enough.
I do recall a Halloween party years ago when I laid that out as the usual small-talk, my job was about making things in a better way; and the person replied with "what, like toasters?"
But, I digress... I don't mean to imply that this gives me any medical understanding, or indeed anything that anyone else should value, only that my entire working life has been about refining things based on those three principles, so that when I decided that "listening and doing what I was told" just wasn't working for me, it's not surprising in retrospect that I reacted the way I did - it's the only way I know how.
Possibly the most compelling thing that did strike a chord was Bernstein's description of "the law of small numbers" - what this boils down to is a kind of striving for engineering elegance - if you are trying to control something, doing so with the smallest inputs is the best way, or rather gives the best results. We kind of know that instinctively - simply trying to stand on one leg makes the point as easily as anything else.
or, to get mechanical, think about driving a car where you can either yank the steering wheel from one side to the other, or make little movements. To stretch the analogy, if a deer runs across the street, you are going to yank the wheel, but for most of the time, it's about driving in such a way that all you need are little movements...
Where it relates to the thing we are all trying to live with - is that the liver and pancreas are evolved to operate in the "small movement" manner - little adjustments to insulin or glucagon control the glucose side of the energy regulation system (I was also thinking about dropping homeostasis into this little entry, but maybe another time) and all is well. Until it isn't.
One of the questions that keeps coming up, and is super-difficult to answer well, is "is this blood glucose spike normal" - or variations of it. I see that differently - going back to the driving analogy, that's the deer running across the road... yes you can cope in the moment, but if you see the workings of the underlying mechanisms, it's really better thought of as an event that requires you to yank on the wheel - what you're really trying to do is live in a way such that "deers running across the road" are rare, and that most of the time you can drive smoothly.
That, of course, is empty and vacuous by itself (deliberately so, there is only so much I can put in a forum post), and the changes you may employ (even if you think that way) are different from one person to the next, but to me it has to start with eating and living in a way that reduces the need for over-correcting swings of insulin. How do you do that? Well, sleep, stress, exercise and many other things play a part, but there is nothing so impactful than limiting the amount of glucose piped into your liver from your gut: triggering demand for insulin.
You don't want zero insulin, any more than you want to let go of the wheel, but the less you need, the smoother things will be over time.