Hi, I need some advice. I am trying to reduce my blood sugars so that I can try for a baby, but my sugars have been 25 at the highest. I'm finding it difficult to bring them down. I have diabetes retinopathy yet the doc refused to laser my eyes, saying I should wait to see if my control improves with an insulin pump. I had my appointment with my diabetes doctor and he has refused to put me on a pump until I start testing more than two to three times a day. At the moment, I feel the odds are against me and I will never have controlled blood sugars. Part of me wants to accept I will never have a baby and another part wants to try to conceive even with these high sugars I have been diabetic for 20 years and am nearly 33 and this is what upsets me further, what if I am infertile...