The trigger for me was my cholesterol level moving above 4 in June after dabbling in OMAD, fasting , keytone testing and cream in tea etc. That level is a real no no for me. I have given things like bulletproof coffee a go since then and since I don't see any benefit in bg levels I am angry with myself for being so dumb. Bearing in mind the context of the conversation 9 gms carb may not be an issue but I would proceed with caution. I am also very wary around alcohol most of the time. I think my food lists back up caution with alcohol?
Ian, if you really are very fearful of lipids, have you considered having some in depth blood work done? I feel certain, bearing in mind you proximity (by County) to Addenbrookes, that there will be plenty of Lipidologists available for private consultations.
I feel way more relaxed about lipids, and I'm sure you could easily have apoplexy at my frank numbers, but all my proportions are very good. They just add up to a number much of the NHS feels unable to be reconciled with.
At one stage, I was offered a Lipidology referral, but I deferred the decision as I was about to trot off overseas again for a few months. By the time I got back, my GP had done some further reading/learning and changed her view on my numbers, and now focuses purely on the components and ignores the total.
I wouldn't try to persuade you that "my way is the right way. It's the right way for me, for now, and I accept if I misjudged things I'll have to live with the consequences, but I think if you have great concerns, then lifting the lid, to the next level might serve you well.
I do feel concerned that you have lost the joy in food, and that's a bit of a worry, as food and our ways of eating is so embedded in how we live. How we interact socially with others and on so many other levels.