Hi Folks,
I'm new here but I'm at my wit's end and I could really use some support. Apologies for such a long post!
I'm 29 but have struggled with my weight my whole life. I lost a lot a few years ago and then became pregnant and the pounds piled back on...during which I also developed gestational diabetes. It never went away but I didn't seek treatment because we were in the USA at the time and we just couldn't afford it. Fast forward 5 years (during which we moved back to the UK) and my body is finally feeling the effects of this neglect. I became unexpectedly pregnant at the end of last year but miscarried -- probably because my blood sugars were so high. I did try to get help from my GP/Midwives but they just brushed it under the carpet -- no one really knew what to do with me. I did manage to get my HbA1c down to 7.5 (from about 16!) in November, but after the miscarriage I gave up.
I finally sought more help in May this year -- I'm on the waiting list for counselling about the miscarriage, as I've found my emotions make it hard not to comfort eat, and I started taking my metformin again. I also started up an exercise programme and a lower calorie diet -- not as strict as it could be, but I've lost about 7lbs in the past 4 weeks. My HbA1c did come down fractionally (now around 10 from about 12) so my diabetic nurse has added algoliptin to my treatment The final straw that is making me write this post is that now, despite never having had blood pressure problems before and having just spent a few months regularly exercising, my blood pressure is going up! (As well as my stagnating blood sugars - now around the 8-9 mark). WTH?!
I'm sorry if this sounds like a rant, but I'm just so sick of it all. I knew things wouldn't change overnight but I am trying SO hard and things just seem to be getting worse rather than better. I do NOT want to take blood pressure medicine! I feel like if I end up on those I will never come off them! Trying to focus on the positives I've achieved -- I feel a lot fitter, the horrid skin rash I had due to high blood sugars has cleared up and at least my BG has come down -- but I do feel a bit like an old car where you patch one thing up only for something else to break.
I'm new here but I'm at my wit's end and I could really use some support. Apologies for such a long post!
I'm 29 but have struggled with my weight my whole life. I lost a lot a few years ago and then became pregnant and the pounds piled back on...during which I also developed gestational diabetes. It never went away but I didn't seek treatment because we were in the USA at the time and we just couldn't afford it. Fast forward 5 years (during which we moved back to the UK) and my body is finally feeling the effects of this neglect. I became unexpectedly pregnant at the end of last year but miscarried -- probably because my blood sugars were so high. I did try to get help from my GP/Midwives but they just brushed it under the carpet -- no one really knew what to do with me. I did manage to get my HbA1c down to 7.5 (from about 16!) in November, but after the miscarriage I gave up.
I finally sought more help in May this year -- I'm on the waiting list for counselling about the miscarriage, as I've found my emotions make it hard not to comfort eat, and I started taking my metformin again. I also started up an exercise programme and a lower calorie diet -- not as strict as it could be, but I've lost about 7lbs in the past 4 weeks. My HbA1c did come down fractionally (now around 10 from about 12) so my diabetic nurse has added algoliptin to my treatment The final straw that is making me write this post is that now, despite never having had blood pressure problems before and having just spent a few months regularly exercising, my blood pressure is going up! (As well as my stagnating blood sugars - now around the 8-9 mark). WTH?!
I'm sorry if this sounds like a rant, but I'm just so sick of it all. I knew things wouldn't change overnight but I am trying SO hard and things just seem to be getting worse rather than better. I do NOT want to take blood pressure medicine! I feel like if I end up on those I will never come off them! Trying to focus on the positives I've achieved -- I feel a lot fitter, the horrid skin rash I had due to high blood sugars has cleared up and at least my BG has come down -- but I do feel a bit like an old car where you patch one thing up only for something else to break.