ive been eating **** for weeks now. i think that i have self destructive issues. im very un happy at the moment work and other stuff and i binge. but even with that my readings are always about 5.5 to 6 whenever i test.
ive been eating **** for weeks now. i think that i have self destructive issues. im very un happy at the moment work and other stuff and i binge. but even with that my readings are always about 5.5 to 6 whenever i test.
i was diagnosed last oct and i tested all the time then, but i found no matter what i did my readings were normal. so i stopped as they are pricey the strips. i had my 12 month Hba1c test the other day. get my results tomorrow. i guess im panicing about the results so started testing again. i fear that it will have gone through the roof. i only tested the morning for the first time today
i know and the stupid thing is i was doing that. sometimes i think im an idiot and in denial
your right i know you are. and christmas is the hardest time to do it too. mainly i want to loose weigh been hard at it all year and not lost a bit. this i find most bizzare as 4 years ago i dieted and lost 4.5 stone. now working harder than then have lost only 4lb all year. Crazy or what, my doc said i should just go get the gastric bypass