Well, that's that. For now anyway. The practice that diagnosed me doesn't feel comfortable giving me any more meds, due to the extreme reactions I've been having. Right now it looks like after 12 cognitive therapy sessions with them, -three of which under my belt at this point- we'll part ways. They are looking for a shrink at a teaching hospital to take on my case, so they would have access to an endo and whatnot. Also, they'd be able to make the autism diagnosis official, which this practice can't do, and maybe let me try a med I don't actually want to be on, now that I've done some research on it. A friend of mine was on it for years and gained 33 kilo's. I can't have that happen, my sleep apnea returned when I gained 10 kilo's after mom passed and menopause kicked in. I can't have that additional weight, I'd choke. Besides that, it'd up blood sugars, which is a hard no from me. Still.... I don't want to quit now, either. But for the time being it looks like I'll be back on waiting lists... And the med-experiment is on hold, if not permanently over. I never did get to try bupropion, because the lowest dosage was too high to risk my life on, and they won't take on that responsibility. Which I can understand, but I'm still bummed.
Ah well... If anything changes and I get to check bloods, I'll be back on this topic. But for the time being... Yeah. Nope.