Hi Serial45, I agree - only I'm diet only for the time being! I don't have a cache of useful insulin to draw on. But if it comes to that one day, that's what i will do.
Hana - scores not good despite eating so little. But do you know what? I kinda don't care, I feel so rotten. Some people will know of Maslow's hierarchy of need, and at the bottom comes survival, food, shelter, warmth and safety - you can add your friendships, education, culture etc further up when the lowest level is sorted. So I guess that's where I am! At the bottom. And, of course, I'm bearing in mind that I've read on here that when one is unwell, bg rises. Fingers crossed that's true or I've lost the plot...