Like everyone has said, been there and some days still there, I am now on a pump, but my last change over two days ago, filled pump great, then dropped it, face down, oh well you say start again , I did then dropped the needle, yes start again, filling the syringe, yes you got it the bottle of insulin fell, well I just lost it, throw the pump across the room sat on the floor and cried, husband came over fill the next pump clean the mess stuck pump on my tummy, left me on the floor still crying, made me a cup of tea, then said you ok now, and yes BG up, what a surprise not, it gets to us all. Take care and forgive yourself like me start again