hi everyone, i know that everyone is dealing with the same thing, and for years ive been trying to cope. ive had type 1 since i was 8 and im 23 now, so 15 years, and ive never been stable. I was given the new insulin, novorapid and levemir when i was at school, but ive only recently been told about carb counting etc, and the old regime (mixed insulin is all i know) is drilled in! im really worried about my long term health, but im worried that 15 years of bad control is going to effect me really badly, sometimes i just cant be bothered! well actually most of the time! im away travelling in south america at the moment and i thought that would kick me into being well behaved, but its still quite bad...please help.... ( im sorry to seem so incompetent, i know we are all going through the same thing! xx