thanks, anti_carb.
so when my serotonin levels drop, (Having suffered childhood trauma, I suspect that the problem arises from that, not saying that's the case for everyone with low levels), my body tries to increase levels. Presumably, if I wasn't a carb-aholic, carbs would be useful for low level depression; to aleviate mood. However, one bite of a carb for me leads to excess.
You say you are reformed. But does that still mean you cannot eat carbs (in the sense of bread etc), without wanting more?
When I 'overdose' on carbs, I don't actually enjoy them now, but that doesn't stop me.
Anyway, I have my Q10 again, which seems to be helping a lot. Thank goodness.