The best you can do is ask for a print out. If you ring the receptionist this should be available to you. One thing none of us should do is accept what is told us by any nurse or doctor without querying what it means, and what it is. Never accept "it's fine" or "it's good control". Their idea of fine and good control may not be yours.
Are your medical records on line? Most surgeries have this now, and if so you can look it all up if you have participated in this excellent option.
For now, just accept your own readings.