Re: Diabetes and depression
by jojorowcol on Thu Feb 26, 2009 9:29 pm
Hi im feeling down and cant get motivated . Bs 's are not good and been told to supplment byetta with insulin !!!!! feel like im going backwards not forwards and just want to cry but wont let it beat me anyone in the same position ??
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hi Jojo,
I too have suffered from depression, and like yourself just now I am struggling with my diagnosis from the consultants.
I think its more, for me anyway, like everyone says, a pining of sorts from pre-diabetes, when life seemed easier, you could go where you wanted, when you wanted and eat when and if you felt like it lol. Now everything is so regimented and for a majorly unorganised person like myself it is no mean feat. I have a full-time (and v stressful job), 2 young children who seem to have a club to go to nearly every day, a house to run and a hubby whos shifts aint the earliest finishes. Sometimes it gets too much and I fell very isolated and down, I feel out of control and I blame the medication, for if I didn't have to take so much time out of my day every day to deal with it, coping with everything else would be easier.
I know thats not the case but it makes me feel better having something to blame.
I struggle with my meds as with most of them I suffer side effectes. The Byetta seems to have stopped working though and my apetite has no longer gone, its always there so I have to control my eating by willpower, and when your down it aint easy. Glucophage gives me terrible tummy ache, my thyroxines almost off the chart. I also have terrible back pain (moreso recently muscle spasms) in which I have to take methocarbamol and diclofenac, when I take these i'm no use to anyone, its almost like i'm drunk, can't speak or coordinate very well, okay when your at home but bad when your at work and you have to take them
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I live in hope that once my meds are sorted and I have some control back I wil feel better and a bit more organised.