Hi, I have found myself in the same boat as you, only for a much longer period of time. Have realised being in denial will not help, especially with the long term implications that accompanies DM. This site has some really good info on the condition so read well. Also it seems reading through this forum there are many people here with the same thoughts and experiences that are always willing to offer advice and support.
Try not to dwell too much on the negatives of the condition. Learn what you need to do to keep yourself healthy and not let it run your life.
Steve