I am again in hospital, no luck, again depression. I don't think I can do this anymore, I got to a point when I can't talk for more then three minutes, I am extremely week and pale, I have absolutely no life, 0% life quality. I think I will kill my self there is no point in living like this and is clear that is not getting better. Oh latest devopement is neuropathy in my legs and hands.
I feel that you should see someone that can help you and not consult a diabetes forum. There are many things a person can suffer from and seeing the appropriate person for help is advised.
Non medical personnel with diabetes are not going to be able to help you I am afraid.